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Regarding Gary
Posted on August 31, 2021 Leave a Comment
How is it that you can mourn the loss of a man who isn’t dead? Over the years I’ve learned that it’s quite simple. My mom likes to think that the depression stemmed from what happened to my father – in my opinion, it’s always been there, but of course to a young girl whose […]
Mental Health Update
Posted on August 25, 2021 Leave a Comment
Even though I’m sure as exhausting for the people that read as it is for me to write, I will never stop talking about how I feel and what it’s like to live with depression. I fully understand that people can have it worse than others. At my worst, I was getting help at a […]
I’m Not Okay :’)
Posted on April 30, 2021 1 Comment
Don’t fucking read this if you’re feeling some type of way about me. I don’t need your comments or eyerolls. I once read this quote that goes: When does the depression end? When it ends you.I think it’s natural as human beings to assume that when we have found a partner that wants to share […]
What Y’all Might Not Know
Posted on April 7, 2021 Leave a Comment
I’ve been away for a while. The writing comes and goes these days – you know? Priscilla and Tracy are so active and supportive with what I’m writing next. I feel disappointment when I don’t have anything for them, although they feel the opposite. I love them more than words can say. Same with Briana […]
To Depression – Sincerely, Happiness
Posted on June 4, 2020 Leave a Comment
Hey D – I’m sorry to bother you. I know it’s been a while since we last talked. The last time you saw me, geez, I think Bingo was still alive. Kiara was alive for sure – they all were. Bones. Gabby. Dakota. Even the cats. I’ve just been trying to find myself, y’know? Trying […]
The Deepest Cut
Posted on April 27, 2020 2 Comments
*Warning: Talk of self-harm/graphic description* I first learned what it felt like to ‘cut yourself’ when I was in 7th grade. At that age, I’m sure most people would chalk it up to be a phase. I guess at the time I didn’t think much of it. It seemed like a normal pre-pubescent thing […]
To New Beginnings
Posted on April 22, 2020 Leave a Comment
It has been literal YEARS since I’ve changed the theme of this blog. Sadly to say, it’s been almost a year, to the date, where I’ve published anything on here at all. That’s not to say I’ve disregarded writing entirely – there’s still hundreds of hot messes that I call drafts that I have yet […]
Depression isn’t Beautiful
Posted on April 25, 2019 1 Comment
The content written below might be subjected to judgment, criticism, and social suicide. Reader discretion is advised. I wish I could count the number of times that I’ve come to my mother with a problem that I’ve faced regarding relationships and my mental health. The truth is, the answer will always be infinite – I […]
Where She Comes From
Posted on June 13, 2018 Leave a Comment
Oh, if I had a dollar for every time I heard myself or one of my friends say: but he’s different, or, but there’s just something different about him, we could’ve each gotten top-of-the-line dildos and fucked ourselves right then and there. January 2016. I met someone. At first, he was everything I had wanted: […]
I Used To Write
Posted on March 29, 2018 Leave a Comment
I used to write of lovers, Of men that made my day. I used to write of love But there’s nothing more to say. I used to write of heartbreak, When I knew it very well; It’s still etched inside my bones In case you couldn’t tell. I used to write for people That I […]
Girl on Meds 